Jolly Old Saint Nicholas ...

Gee, Christmas is not just creeping up on us but it's moving so fast that it's only about 2 weeks or so away. Before you know it, it'll be here and gone and I haven't even done a single thing yet for Christmas! Good God, this is the first time I'm really late in starting on my Christmas stuff. Come on, Nick move your lazy butt already or it'll soon be the Chinese new year by the time you get all that Golden lighting for the Christmas tree out.

Life hasn't been going smoothly for me recently, especially work wise. Things have not been going well at work and there are a lot of issues that have been plaguing me that is getting really impossible to sort out. And to be honest, it really worries and frightens me.

I'm the kind of guy who doesn't really let things bug me too much but somehow I can't seem to put what's happening in my career aside. No matter how much I push it to the deepest recesses of my mind, it kinda slowly move its way to the front of my mind. It's become so bad that it even seeps into my dreams.

I'm hoping to get things sorted out before the new year and hopefully get my life back on track, work wise. I've done and said all I can to the powers that be but if they don't think my words mean much, there is really nothing I can do. After all I'm only a hired hand.

It's come to a point where I'm totally demoralized at work. I don't have the enthusiasm I used to have every morning when I get up for work anymore. I don't feel the drive to give 130% anymore cos it's simply not appreciated. I know I'm good at what I do and for that to be taken advantage off while others just laze around is becoming too much for me to bear.

Let me get off this drab topic. I'll find a way to get through all this though right now it's a little bit too difficult to push aside. Sometimes it's just tough being an adult with so many responsibilities. I wish I could revert back to being a little kid, no worries, no problems, not a care in the world. Just play all day long and have fun. It's good being a kid :D

Anyways, I needed to let that out. After all, what's the point of having a blog if I can't bitch in it ... LOL! Hope I didn't put a damper on anyone's mood. Have a nice day folks :D
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