You know, spending the last 2 weeks of working in this office is actually getting to be a chore. Now that I've officially sent in my resignation letter, I have absolutely nothing much left to do over here. I've basically finished all the current work and I'm most definitely not going to start any new projects cos I don't want to leave it hanging when I leave.
So, that leaves me with nothing really much to do. There are still a few loose ends to tie before I'm finally out of here for good. But to be honest, I'll miss this place quite a bit. After all, I did grow with this company from the start and I do know the inner workings of this company with my eyes closed. And I also did work here for 6 years. It would be a lie to say I won't miss the company.
I honestly do or rather did enjoy my work here. Tough and stressful as it sometimes may have been, it was something I thoroughly loved doing. After all, it's the only job I know how to do well. But there are times in ones life that a decision has to be made to move on to better things in life. And the time has arrived.
My last day here is the 3rd of December and I'm going to take a few days off and spend sometime with wifey before I start my new job on the 7th of December. It's really not going to be a 5 minute drive to work anymore. It won't be so easy for me to just drive home for lunch or even take an hour extra and go grocery shopping. So whatever extra time I can spend with her before I start the new job is much appreciated.
I'm also a little nervous about the job. It's never easy starting a new job and starting out fresh again. A lot of new things have to be learned. New office cultures have to be adapted to. New people I have to get used to and it can all be very overwhelming. I honestly hate changing jobs. I think I've only ever worked in 4 other companies before.
I guess I'll adapt eventually. After all it's the same industry and I am bringing at least one client along with me. When he knew I was quitting, he came to me and said he'll stick with me no matter which company I joined and I was touched by that gesture and the faith he has in me. I must have done something right in this company after all. At least I'll bring in a new account for my new company :D
But right now and for the next two weeks, life is going to be really boring. I was sitting in the office all day just surfing and doing nothing really constructive at all. Well, it did give me a chance to blog, so that was a good thing ... hehehe ... I guess it's going to be like this until my last day here and I'm so not looking forward to the boring days ahead. I'm not one who can sit on my ass all day doing nothing. And there is also a limit as to how much time one can spend blogging.
Whatever it is, I'm hoping that the future is a better one and that this decision is really the right thing to do. I don't want to look back one day and regret making this decision.
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Good luck with the new job! You're going to do great! :o)
ReplyDeleteAll the best with your new job..i hope you won't be too busy to blog in the future.. :)
ReplyDeleteGood luck and all the best with your new job! : )
ReplyDeleteOh, you have a new job. This explains the reason for leaving your current job. I agree, it's not easy to shift from one company to another. It feels like you're starting from zero again. But there's always time and space for adjustments.
ReplyDeletewell, enjoy your time off in-between jobs, and good luck with your new employment!
ReplyDeleteTammy - Thanks Tammy, I'm definitely going to need all the luck I can get :D
ReplyDeleteKadus Mama - Thanks and yes, I'm hoping I will still have some time to blog. But knowing me, I'll make my own time ... hehehe ...
ReplyDeleteFoongpc - Thanks a lot :D I'm looking forward yet a little apprehensive about the new job ...
ReplyDeleteMarlene - That's one reason why I hate to move around too much. But then sometimes things happen that you just have to make a certain decision in life.
ReplyDeleteMeleah - Thanks and yes, I should actually be enjoying this boredom for now, right? Who knows I just might be so busy in the new job that I won't even have time to get bored ... LOL!
ReplyDeleteAll the best in your new job Nick.
ReplyDeleteI have half the thought that you'd be dedicating your time with your Dream Themes after you are done with your current job. :)
Good luck Nick, I'm sure you don't need it though. I quit my previous job last October, and had almost a month off before I started my new job on 3rd Dec 08. Notice the similarity of the dates? :-)
ReplyDeleteI was nervous at the beginning, took me a good 4 months to finally adapt, and boy, now I'm loving it!
Good luck Nick with your new job! All the best and im sure you can fit in well with the new environment and office. :)
ReplyDeletewell.. moving to a new environment sometimes make us worry..will it be a better future? or will it be the opposite? same thing happen to me here.. i am moving out from my hostel and planning a career and you soon moving out to some new job, new environment..and that's make some anxiety to us...well, nick hopefully, the decision u make can brighten your career and sometime..we need some do some changes and dare to explore...unless we will be in the same level forever if u stick to the old job..:)..all the best to you!!!
ReplyDeleteEnjoy your off-mode before your new job picks up speed. Good luck in your new career advancement.
ReplyDeleteI can imagine what it is like serving the rest of your days in the existing company. It sounds like an exciting new start in the new one. Sometimes we need change like this to keep us feeling energised. Don't worry too much. It'll be fine.
ReplyDeletewell, now that you have more experiences, it would be bit easier to fit into the new environment, I'm sure
ReplyDeleteenjoy the few days you have before joining the new company ya... :-)
I'm sure you won't regret the decision to change jobs. It's always hard to embrace change but nothing will ever get better if we are too scared to make a move forward. Good Luck...you'll be great.
ReplyDeleteHola Nick!
ReplyDeleteOf coz u will miss ur old job, saying goodbye is never easy. Anyway, wat's up with the 4 day break? So sikit mah, when I left NST, I happily took a month off he he!! :):):)
Carol - You think so? I haven't put much effort into Dream Themes recently. And maybe I might cos I still love the idea of doing party stuff. Just no business at the moment ... hehehe ...
ReplyDeleteGallivanter - Whoa, what a coincidence though I wish I could afford a whole month off. God knows I need the break. Thanks for the good wishes though :D
ReplyDeleteEmelda - Thanks for the wishes :D The faster I fit in the better things will be ...
ReplyDeleteSweet-Girlicious - Doing something different is always scary but yes, you're right, sometimes a change can do a world of good :D
ReplyDeleteAnd all the best in your future as well.
Waterlearner - I'm planning too ... hehehe ... and I wouldn't really call it a career advancement more like a change of scenery ... LOL!
ReplyDeleteBut thanks for the wishes though.
BT - I'm excited as well as apprehensive at the same time! But I'm looking forward to the change though :D
ReplyDeleteSting - I honestly hope so. But at least I won't be a fresh graduate with no experience and this my first job or something. Now that would be reason to be scared ... LOL!
ReplyDeleteRomany Angel - You have a point. Staying here would have been an even worse decision. Thanks for the good luck wishes Gypsy, I sure do need it ...
ReplyDeleteMarzie - Can't afford a longer break la. You know us poor people need our money ... hehehe ... I would love to have a whole month or two off but then me and the family would be eating grass la ... LOL!
ReplyDeleteDon't worry Nick, I'm sure all the opps will help, at least a little to tide u over during ur break YAY! Enjoy ur four days then. :)
ReplyDeleteMarzie - It most definitely will but us PR0 blogs get lesser opps la ...
ReplyDeleteLooking forward to the short rest though :D
All the best to you in your new job. And it's great to know that one of your clients had decided to stick with you. Congrats!
ReplyDeleteAnyways, cherish all the time you've got now.. I'm sure after you start work yet again, the whole new job assignments and stuck in the jam part and stuff won't leave you a lot of time to sit back and relax on the hammock! hehehe.. :)
GOOD LUCK Nick!!! I'm sure you made the right decision..
ReplyDeleteoh enjoy your days off ;-)
Shemah - Thanks for the wishes. I'm thankful that at least one familiar face will be following me to the new company.
ReplyDeleteI'm sure my blogging time is going to be cut by half ... siggghhh ...
Monica - Thanks :D I'm going to do all I can to enjoy my 'short' holiday ...
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